nothing personal..

i don't know but i always hated my brother in law, such a pain in the ass - with an attitude problem he showed and flaws his stride... my sister also is on the verge of transforming to a sinister monster in the future - i don't know but i'm the most unappreciated soul in the house, lookin' after their 4  kids but not literary - say i'm helping my mom. i'm ignoring my life now... soon to be bitter and unhappy in life that's me, no love life and sex life.. don't know why but i'm hoping soon it'll come to me...

read me!!!

i'm starting my blogging to let the world know how things are with me as a person and as an individual. i'm ryan de gracia, single fr. the Philippines...

My life has never been happy since childhood - judged and with much higher expectations to deal with, specially with my parents who separated due to my grandmother's intervention not to help solve the problem at hand.
My name is Ryan, they call me Noy for short - and i have a very disfunctional family backgroud that lives a big lie around. i realize that i'm different due to my fondness of men, not much on the sex thing but i'm seeking a father figure to help me answers much of my questions to deal with alone in the closet...

MaleBodTV: Alan Valdez

MaleBodTV: Alan Valdez

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loving who?

it's different how people fall in love in their own ways - sometimes you thought it's a calling but realizing it now you'll say it's a bogus thing to do and say words not intended to be spoken...